I want to disappear. I am looking for a partner in crime. I want to be swept off my feet. To be lost in the tide with another who is just as lost as I. When we come together it will seem oh so fine to be lost in the disappearance until time is redefined.

It may only take a second, an hour, or five but when we disappear we’ll discover sensations beyond our own designs. We’ll feel desired in those moments when we are together disappeared to another world where right and wrong aren’t defined but elation rules otherwise sublime.

Sensation, elation, devastation, I want to disappear.



alan moore magic words

alan moore magic words (Photo credit: TheGoogly)

It’s really funny how certain words can bring certain thoughts into the head. For example the word I used for the title of this blog RUT. Who likes being stuck in a rut? I suppose it depends on the type of rut you are talking about. Now for me, I don’t mind rutting… or rooting or fucking or however you like to express having sex. I know that’s all I talk about here but it’s my rules mate. If you don’t like what I write, you don’t have to read it, you go do what ever you like which doesn’t worry me one way in the least because I am just here being me expressing my thoughts on love, sex, fantasy, and yes the magic word for today is RUT. If you were to ever get to meet me before you read this blog, you might think I would not have such a gutter mind. My voice can be sweet and innocent but if you really took the time to get to know me, you might even like to rut with me. LOL  Being in a rut can be bad but the way I look at it, being in a rut is a really fun sort of thing to do, especially the way my mind works.

What sort of rut would you like to be in? Please feel free to reply!

Let it go

Let’s take a deep breath then let it go


Always eager and always the last to know


You speak words of love yet don’t follow through


And you say that I am the one to leave you blue


Ignorance is bliss they often say


I wish my love and lust was not a game


Open my heart you say to me


I stand confused not sure what to do


To open my heart to you, I’d be a fool.


You wish to know me in ways divine.


I know if I were to do so, I would be crushed. It would not be sublime.


I need a lover who is strong and sure


Not a person who makes promises and couldn’t keep them at any time.


So I am the taker not the giver true,


Guess what mother fucker, this bitch is through with you!


A Love Heart

A Love Heart (Photo credit: Wikipedia)