I want to disappear. I am looking for a partner in crime. I want to be swept off my feet. To be lost in the tide with another who is just as lost as I. When we come together it will seem oh so fine to be lost in the disappearance until time is redefined.
It may only take a second, an hour, or five but when we disappear we’ll discover sensations beyond our own designs. We’ll feel desired in those moments when we are together disappeared to another world where right and wrong aren’t defined but elation rules otherwise sublime.
Sensation, elation, devastation, I want to disappear.
Is it so bad to get lost in the illusion to go along with the delusion that maybe just maybe things are going to work out the way we desire? Who gives a shit if the world catches fire because we are lost in the illusion drowning in the conclusions that everything is going to be just fine? Is it wrong to want to be desired or full of passion. Society sometimes says yes and this causes me much distress because I want to be lost in the illusion. Reality can be such a drag. It’s something that can drive one mad or depressively sad. So what if I decide to stay in my illusion and drag you into my delusion where we will never have to face someone looking at us judgementally because I want to include you in this world I have created and so what if we start debating about who’s on top and who’s underneath. If you give me enough time we could do both and make it complete. We could be on this island or any place we desire. I am just giving you this invitation to come along and be lost with me in the illusion.
Travel island (Photo credit: @Doug88888)
Nothing ventured, nothing gained but in all of this things will never be the same. Looking to the left or looking to the right, it doesn’t really matter because it’s not in sight. In knowing something needs to be said or done, it doesn’t make it any easier when the answer just won’t come. Too many options for the infinite to try to make it finite and would making it finite actually be right. So many questions, so many answers perhaps one should just keep thinking on the matter.
Don’t feel sorry for the blind because sometimes they can see things better than you. They could have a better positive attitude and wake you up to your illusion. Learn from others and don’t come to conclusions because if you do it might lead to even grander delusions.
Look for pleasure in every little thing and treasure pain because one day it might end. Whisper sweet nothings to ones you hold dear to help them know they are the one thing you want near. Every good thing will come to an end just treasure what you have Alleluia! Amen!
image de l’infini (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
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